Hello,
Guess what? I have spent the past week leaning Twitch. Yep…. Have you heard of it? It is like youtube but more for live streams. So we can do broadcasts in the future. Here is our page check it out. Right now I am hosting a Christian radio site when we aren’t live.
https://www.twitch.tv/deeplyrootedinhim
Feel free to give me tips and help… I still don’t know how to make the chat or find the chat on the website. I only see it on the app. We will still do facebook live eventually.
Howdy!
So I was toying with the idea of creating a Youtube Channel for some Vlogs or audio recordings for a while now. I love to write but sometimes it is nice to watch or listen too, right? You don’t want to always read? I felt it was something that should have happened a while ago but I let time and fear put me off till now. God’s timing is perfect, right? I faced my fear and I made the channel which I linked below.
Our YouTube Channel. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8ayvhYTNT8nz07ab9ytILg
Plus I added some videos I made with the limited resources I had… I used a voice recording program on my phone and windows media maker. I was really nervous and excited. I pray that theses vlogs and future ones will bless you as well as our future blog posts!
God bless you today and Always!!!!
The message is also on rumble and below.
https://rumble.com/vwyl1n-4am-thoughts-let-go-and-trust-god.html
hi 4 in the morning and I had a really bad dream do you ever sleep ends just wake up with bad dream I don’t personally like to talk about bad dreams because I don’t really come from the Lord I feel like becomes oh well you know so when I have a bad dream I start praying I’m listening to Christian music until I fall asleep again because we all need our sleep if we can get it I know so many of us are struggling with the day to day life and I really find the song Just breathe by Jonny Diaz really really helpful it tells you how easy it is to just let go and let God right it should be that easy but it’s not there’s like so many different teachings and sermons about letting go and letting God but there’s always something that comes up that we struggle with to let go I know I for sure have a couple thing I
think I think you know what I am saying. yawn excuse me. so one Bible verse I lean on the most is John 10:10 the devil comes to steal kill and destroy but I come to bring life and to bring it abundantly I live by that verse gives me strength it gives me the courage and it gives me hope. that when things are going bad God’s got my back but another verse that I’ve been relying on some I could remember esspessily since I was like age 12. That is 2 Timothy 1:7 I do not have a spirit of fear but of love power and it sound mind. that is the verse I quote every time I’d really start to lose it. I mean when I get scared like, really scared or I know that I have thoughts those are not the words that I know are not of the Lord that I don’t want to take captive and I’m really curious what verses you guys lean on if you have a specific one that you go to feel free to leave it in the comments below. Jeremiah 31 is a really good book and chapter. Psalms 91, Psalms 23, Psalms 104, and Psalms 103 or some also go to you especially Psalms 91 anyone we pray that over our house I’ve heard that over my house my sisters prays that over their houses and so forth together we believe strongly in claiming Bible verses over our life because that’s what God gave us the Bible for it’s for us to get to know him (God) better at the same time to give us tools to defeat the devil. I mean he went, Jesus went to the desert and he faced numerous trials just for us just so that we could have these tools. I’m going to have to look at that verse later and add it and into the comment because I know where it is but it’s slipping my mind because it was 4:00 in the morning
I just want to encourage everyone out there right you’re not the only one going through stuff that you’re not alone if you are physically but it’s okay to ask for help that’s okay to communicate with people about what’s going on and if you don’t have anyone in your life that you can do that that with God is always there he will never leave you nor forsake you he has you back and he loves you so much. he really does He is God, the God of love. he’s the Alpha and the Omega the beginning on the end John chapter 1 verse 1 the word yawn oh gosh, maybe I should stop now? John chapter 1 verse 1, in the beginning, was the word and the word was with God and the Word was God. I don’t think you could say it any more directly than that so when you are facing a problem remember who your God is remember that He is the Alpha and Omega that he was the beginning and the end that he is the Word of God that He is God. I mean he is a big big big size and our problem is very very small so I mean in reality it probably is compared to hundreds of thousands of other people’s problems that they’re dealing with at least that’s what I tell myself so it doesn’t look as big as it feels. So you can do that too. you can sit there and try to shrink your problems. though it is heavy so it doesn’t weigh s just as a heavy burden I mean sometimes it feels like it’s a big heavy backpack on your back or you know this big heavy elephant sitting on your chest. stress can physically hurt sometimes. they say a lot of diseases come from stress and they can’t figure it out so they know stress is the main cause so the only answer to that is to stop stressing rely on God but again easier said than done so I want to encourage you to find some verses with through your Bible and find some verses that help you the way that my verses help me. And you know feel free to take my verses John 10:10 and 2 Timothy 1:7 of Joshua 1:9 is really good too. for I command Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.”
so you can and you will figure it out talk to God. That’s the best thing to do develop a relationship with God and lean on him be like a child. take your faith and just relax like he’s your daddy in here hes your comfort you can see, pretend, imagine he’s your father picking you up and putting you on his lap I know maybe some of you might not know what that is like imagine your mother or a loved one wrapping their arms around you and hugging you tight. God’s love is ten times more than that so take your problems give it to him and let him do the work and trust that he is working on he knows what you’re going through and he is going to be there for you. I’m going to say good night now, sleep good or have a good day wherever time where you are. God bless you
Let me start off with a story. When I was somewhere between the ages of seven – nine, I created a card for God. It was a simple card I made out of construction paper. I went as far as t glue a heart cut out inside. I then left the card on the table for God. On the inside don’t know if it was for Valentines day or just because. I told God that I loved him very much, and I was giving him my heart. When I woke up the next day the card was still there and I was sad, until I saw the heart was missing. Which made me overjoyed. (I was skeptical so I looked all over and I couldn’t find it.) Thus, I decided that God took it.
Now shift to the present, as very few of you know and most of you don’t. I have been dealing with a lot of tests of my faith over what feels like the past Seven years. I am guessing. I am not sure exactly when it started. I have always been proud of my self for being a strong woman. One who endures challenges and laughs in the face of danger. Yet, since my brother Shane, passed away, then my aunt Christine, and almost my dad… Along with breaking my foot and it taking almost a year to heal, battling constant colds, and sinus infections, dealing with friends moving away or growing distant. Having my laptop break down over and over again. Despite the fact that Things were finally falling into place really happening for me. I fell into a very deep dark depression last summer. Its crazy right? I have been though so much. Besides the loss of family members, the little tings shouldn’t have broke me. However, I was broke. My faith, my hope, my joy shattered…
I was mad at God. Not to the extreme that I was when I was a teen, but I was constantly angry. I didn’t like feeling like that so I pulled away from my friends. I didn’t want them to see me like that. At first it was just a light depression. Before long, I was falling down the depression hole. I kept hoping someone would pull me out. I don’t think anyone could have tho. It was self inflicted hate. I hated myself. I counted my self as a failure. I beat myself up. I yelled at myself. I yelled at God for letting me get my hopes up just to dash them. It was bad. I honestly didn’t know I was in depression, until I was talking to a friend about a book I am working on. When he suggested the word despair for hopelessness. The reality that I was depressed, hit me like a ton of brisks. I was indeed hopeless. It got so bad that for about five minuets one night. That I thought about ending it all. It didn’t matter what I was thinking . In-fat the whole point was. I wasn’t thinking. That image of ending it all was when I finally snapped out of it. I realized that I needed help. I needed to tell someone how I was feeling and stop holding it in. None of those dark thoughts were mine. That is not how I think, that is not who I am. Yet, for a time it was clouding my judgement. ♥ 2 Corinthians 11:3 “But I am afraid that, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, your minds will be led astray from the simplicity and purity of devotion to Christ.” ♥Genesis 3:1 “Now the serpent was more subtitle than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?” The dark thoughts were blocking me from God.
When I finally realized it, I cried for what felt like a week. Through everything I have experienced in the past- I was always been able to see the silver lining. That was until the depression hit last summer. I was blinded by fear. ♥John 10:10 “The devil comes only to Steal, Kill, and Destroy; but I come to bring Life and to bring it Abundantly.” Some how, for some reason, I had let my guard down. Letting the enemy into my mind. ♥1 Peter 5:8 “Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.” I didn’t willingly let my guard down. My pulling away from God, letting anger, pain, feelings control me. The process happened slowly. ♥ Ephesians 6:11 “Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil.” ♥2 Corinthians 11:14 “And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light.”
It has been about many month since then, and I have been doing much better. I am joyful even on hard days. Best of all, God and I have a stronger relationship with Him. ♥1 John 4:16 “So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. ♥Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare[a] and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Amen!
What is the status of your heart? Where do you stand with God?
Happy Valentines day all! Remember its no just couple love, its all love that should be celebrated they all should be. So celebrate your: friendships, family, yourself, and most of all your relationship with God.
Deeply Rooted In Him 